Anonymous asked: Yes. Stay in love. :)
I would love to. :’|
Ow. You can feel me eh? Well.. That’s what it is.
Thanks. But no one could replace him. Who are you anyway?
hurt me, ignore me or hate me but…
I’ll never give up on you…
NEVER.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
I’m so sorry for being such a huge pain in the ass sometimes. I’m so sorry for not being good enough. I’m so sorry for being not what you expect me to be.. But I’m also sorry, because this is me, and I’m afraid no one, even you, could change that. It’s up to you if you’d accept or leave me. Either way, I would support you, because I know the choice you’d make would make you happy. That’s fine with me.
So I’m apologizing, for whatever I did or did not do. For everything that made you feel bad, and for every single tear you’ve wasted for me though I doubt it was worth it. But even though I’m such a pathetic excuse for a lover, always remember that I’ll be here for you. Whenever you need me…IF ever you need someone like me. I’m here.
You’ll ignore me, or even worse.. You’ll replace me. Yes. I am afraid. IM TOO AFRAID.
I only want to be with you more than anything in this world. Though, it hurts so much. Its too hard to be strong inside. Cause I know, that’s not me. But I’m trying. I’m really trying..
I know you can’t swear that you won’t hurt me. Because at one point you will. I just want to hear one thing.. Just one thing..
I want you to say.. “This pain will be worth it until the end.”
Whatever you want, you don’t get. Whatever you get, you don’t enjoy. Whatever you enjoy is not permanent and whatever is permanent soon becomes boring.